It's something about the surprise that keeps you going.

They say I break their hearts... and that's all I don't want to do.

Fuck. I'm tired. If that didnt make sense... forget it. it IS 7 am.

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Last night was fun though. One of my favorite fourth of July's so far. Going to Ty's house made it funner... and sickeningly smelling like campfire afterwards. My mom was drunk when she got out of the passengers seat of the car, and introduced herself to tyler. I thought that was funny.

Truth or Dare has never been so fun. I've always had the secret dream to want to play like that... and finally, we did. Rachael was simply the best smoocher, and I was ty's favorite smoocher. So - of course, we'll have to smooch eventually. Haha.

anyhooters, time for work soon.

which, by the way - is doing very well. 37.5 hours down the drain a week. very little sleep. visit me with coffee, people!

-rose