9:39 a.m. - 08.13.03 - tiny eyes. tiny eyes
the world is getting smaller and my eyes are being stretched wider and wider. god is testing my limits and i'm wondering where they'll go. so far, attempted suicide of a mother who i know, who is going to the psych ward. her little girls keep crying and the father doesn't know what to do. he says he wants to start things soon with school and keep a routine. because the mom is all fucked up and doesn't know how to control.... her self. what an awful thing.
the world keeps shrinking. god wants me to know how very scary it really is. because nothing really matters in the end.
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