5:48 p.m. - 07.21.03 - the move
every year, i have the option. this year, i have the option, the choice and the want. i just hope i make the
right choice. this would mean no more summer job, no more RISD probably, no more car, no more brand new anything. would it be worth it? could i risk it? could i risk the move? i could live without my mother, of course. seeing as she
asked me to move. wished i would too, i'm sure. but when it comes down to it, she gets defensive and doesnt really know what she's thinking. and neither do i. but i have found that... i'm shit out of luck anyway i go.
before or after