here is what happend: sarah walked in the kitchen when i was breaking down and said that if i could help out on the floor that'd be great so we could all get outa here earlier. well, tim was working salads and said i shouldn't be putting up with her shit and he's seen her plenty of times eating her dinner in the back and i wasn't even lounging. i was getting a bite while i was cleaning. and i'm like no its fine i don't care if sarah asks me to help out.. it IS my job. so i go out on the floor and sarah walks through the kitchen and i guess tells tim that i give her dirty looks or something and she thinks i'm always mad at her! i'm not really. its actually a lot of work to keep smiling all night and when i'm not smiling i guess i looked pissed off and i forget that not everyone tells things to my face so i can't just expect people to be honest with me.

so anyway.i guess tim totally slashed out at sarah about asking me to do her job and she should just do everything herself and if she doesnt want to work then maybe she shouldnt work here at all and it was SOOOO much bad talking and sarah flipped out on him and everyone working heard what happend it was nuts.

i hear sarah complaining to pam about tim and pam says she's going to take care of it and i go to tell sarah sorry (actually i shouldnt be sorry because i actually didn't do anything...) and then she snaps at ME and says if i want to go back into the kitchen to go ahead and she won't stop me. and i'm like whoa i'm outa here. so pam asks me to go in the kitchen and finish breakng down. i go in the kitchen and i jokingly yell at tim and he has a gold tooth with a cross engraved in it so its hard not to look at his mouth. but anyway everyone is like ROSIE what did you do! and i said Nothing Nothing. and thats why i love the kitchen. because jeff still makes fun of me and says You want some chicken pasta? and i'm like NO that is not for dinner really? and he's like hehhehe and i look and he's like No its vegetables tongiht. and then I call him an ass because he is sometimes. Tim also thinks that gay people are weird. I mean hjust thinks that and i think its funny how people think. I said, you have to be weird to be gay? and he said yea, because yhour not supposed to be that way and you must feel weird if you have an urge to kiss a guy if your a guy or kiss a girl if your a girl. and i said what if i'm gay? do you think i'm weirD? and he says do you feel weird? but i like people like that because they have opinions and they keep them. and they're somewhat educated guesses atleast and i think thats nice to think whatever you want and be able to justify yourself whenever you talk about it with people. because we were talking about how noah is weird because he kisses boys too. and vinny... vinny. i can't tell you what it is about vinny but he always says ROSIE like italian and loud and big so people hear and i jump a little and laugh and smile and he always distracts me because i just want to stare and look at him forever. and i think we looked at eachother for a really long time and then he turned away. like a staring contest and i won because he smiled and turned away. i like doing that to people but i guess thats how i scare people away. he.... ever so slightly, offered me a ride home. i wanted to say YES so badly but i didn't. and sarah (who doesnt like me??? i dont know) gave me a ride home and apologized for snapping at me and i'm like dude work it out yourself b/c she's so crazy and stuff.

the eclipse was out and it was SO pretty and i looked at the moon afterwards to see if it was still eclipsing and it wasn't but i twisted my neck so crazy that i thought i would hurt myself.

okay well tonight is sopranoes night. sundays are the set days that i have certain times with certain people and thats cool.