but it was bright and liquid smiles inside with a strange, awkward realizations.... and some regrets but very few.

i couldn't deal with the sticky gooey feeling of uncertainty and it was like an uh-oh oreo. no unfinished business nothing to forget or remember. and it was already 7:51, online ready to roll and i wanted MORE

the picture of me was taken last night where my head was spinning and i wanted to roll and feel like... good, you know? so the picture is me so pretty and i've never felt so good! and i can't find the camera/computer connector to put pictures on my computer otherwise i'd put it on the net to see. so pretty with skinny bones that claire likes on your neck and no fatty flubber all bundeled up.

and then a suspended dream was smashed into pieces..!!!!!!! pieces of strange happiness. i only wanted to make it happen just once. no more than once. i guess

i have to finish that mother fucking reading assignment. my mom is sleeping on the floor and nutmeg had her teeth cleaning surgery today so she is so tired and sleeping on the couch. funny how it's backwards, right?

funnnnnnny shit that reefer maaddddnessss. :)