4:20 p.m. - 07.26.03 - nothing but hours. no minutes, no
When I thought I couldnt spend
less time at home... I did. Just like that, it happend. I spent time away from here, worked, and left again. Nothing is the same anymore. No more time to see things and appreciate space and feelings. None of that. Just time to worry about money and looks and people. I forgot about what I felt. Nothing has consumed me so much.... I'm so tired.
And then... well, it's okay. I got paid. I'm awake. I'm alive. My hair is longer. My blood is circulating. My heart is beating. I am happy.
But I am still tired.
So tired.
-Rosie
before or after
