and i'm going to have fun on vacation. FINALLY a vacation. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOH how relaxing. how nice.

i'm going to do these things i want to do. i'm going to ... be happy. of all things to be. i'm not going to dream to be a doctor and turn out being an agent for HOYTS or something. That would suck. i never understood how there couldnt be acceptance of people. if you love someone, you love them thick and thin, big and small all around in and out. sex wouldnt matter, and family would be a treasure. thats what i want. everything is going to feel like a... big win.