when a best friend touches my back like that, scratches my head and asks me if my eyes are open or closed and i just smile inside because it warms up my heart with that tiny soul she can be loving to so many people and touch so many hearts. i will not tell anyone what is on my mind.

maybe i'm just stuck in my ways of thinking things are serious when all i want sometimes is a feeling inbetween my legs. and i've never had anything like that (but once... that doesn't count) and i think sometimes i love everyone and just hope for something!