9:59 p.m. - 11.19.03 - broken playground equipment
finally a ball of fire. i love this dog... she sits with her paws crossed or she mumbles growling and is jealous of nicky getting any attention on george's footstool or on the warm seat i was just sitting on. and im jealous of the dogs with short lives although they're more fulfilled and they probably learn more with less distractions other than scratching and licking themselves.
okaya. i have to find more connections to HOLDEN. why does holden relate to all of us. all i know is he is a virgin and he's afraid of losing his virginity for he might loose his innocence. he doesn't want to.
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