10:50 a.m. - 10.10.03 - Don't call me prejudice. I hate all people equally.
Everyone was okay tonight. I seemed to have fun just bummin and being with people. Scott pushed me and I think he meant it at first... like get out of the way... but I turned around and he giggled and shuffled his feet and said he was sorry. I went back to last year... and the years before that wishing I said more to people that were nice. Saving the trouble of breaking and loosening chains I've set up against myself. I'm setting up more and I am jiggling through all the keys to break them all down. I'm not sorry yet because I wouldn't know what to be sorry for... exactly.
i dont feel old enough to talk about the past yet. i know i say that... i'm a grouch. thats what i should be for halloween. the green thing that stole christmas. oh . grinch
ok goodnite.
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